Dear self,

I wanted you to know that it is ok.  Three months from now you will be graduated and frankly it is scary, but really ok.  Enjoy this moment in time, take everyday for what it simply is.  In the chaotic whirlwind of my second to last round of finals, i know you are finding yourself struggling to come to terms with time.  The lack of time: it’s simply feeling like…not enough.  No time to study, no time to have these finals, no time to figure out my future, no time to enjoy everyone in my life right now, no time to be with or experience everything left that i want to about college,no time. no time. no time.  untill everything has just become a no. no. no. This pent up pressure and surge of negativity just spawns from within yourself.  All I keep thinking is, why does it matter? whats the point? It’s just gonna end anyway.

I don’t have all the answers, and time is still here, but what way to end this with more yes yes yes’s, than no no no’s. Because right now, is a yes. yes. yes.