I feel the need to blog all of a sudden. 

Just submitted my application to Teach in China. I find out next month. Currently I’m lying in bed watching “I love you, man”. I’m a robot.

Seriously have been feeling real disconnected from the world these past 2 months.  And now that I have no real obligations or ties to anything UCI/school related, the transition is even more apparent. 

Its hard thinking that I can do whatever I want for the rest of my life. Why is that so shocking to me? I’m starting to think I’m the only person stopping myself.  I want to be shaken by the world. Like a total “Eat, Pray, Love” or “Sisterhood of traveling pants” moment. Feel, see, do, something different/ that I’ve never experienced before. I just want to be out of what the norm has been for the past 22 years of my existence in the OC.

Somethinggg. happen. to. meee.

Shake me.