January 2010
22 posts
RE-EVALUATE.
YCDI YCDI YCDI.
Jan 29th
eradicate
6 hours of work. still here. almost off. Working on lack of sleep and eradicating life. I’m feeling emotionally unstable. Lee’s coffee, may you be my savior.
Jan 28th
the Xlover.
“The complications that arise when the new love interest comes upon the situation are not savory. They stink, in fact. Not to mention the triangulation and (yes, metaphorical) strangulation which may occur if the new flame is friends with the old and so on. This is your life and, while it is utopian and lovely to want us “all to just get along” remaining tight with the old bed...
Jan 27th
Stumbleupon= greatest invention. →
Jan 27th
day 2.
sitting at jt place. about to go to practice soon. excited about vibe but nervous at the same time. rawwrrr. i gotta studyy. From here on out, the weeks are just going  to get crazier and crazier. bahh. life.
Jan 26th
I apologize.
even if its too late. maybe I did you wrong. those bad negative feelings i may have fed you. those feelings you thought were true. the times i made you need to question “why?” for what may have been short lived or long lived. for hurting you, all of you. I am sorry. HELL WEEK. here I come. Full throttle and I’m not going to fall.
Jan 25th
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Jan 21st
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rain.
“that peace amidst the chaos outside.” something about the rain makes me feel the greatest warmth inside.  Kinda weird, but I just feel really full inside. That was possibly the worst explanation ever. Sorry for my inability to write. Summary: rain= glorious, resilient, magnificent, warm, elaine feel good.
Jan 20th
Jan 20th
Taiwan.
I love my cousin from taiwan. she’s a film major, and this is a lil project she worked on. http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1050390093#/video/video.php?v=107290099286611
Jan 17th
a little thing called trust.
T   R   U   S   T. What is it? And, why is it that it has so much power to control the seriousness in any relationship?  So heres a story.  Boy meets girl, girl meets boy.  Trust is still slightly untouched and rarely even mentioned in the picture. Lots of butterflies, rainbows, and unicorns in this stage.  You know, that stage where everything is uncertain, but that uncertainty gives you this...
Jan 16th
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Jan 14th
“Be soft. Do not let the world make you hard. Do not let the pain make you hate....”
– I love you lil sister. You bring me much inspiration. sunrise25
Jan 13th
Jan 13th
Student Center Mondays.
Awkward time gap between 2 ish to 4pm on mondays where I have nothing to do, so I figured it’s good to be at the student center. I’ve been thinking lately about the feeling of temporary happiness.  It’s really misleading actually.  On a previous blog I think I wrote about what it legitimately means to be happy if you’re not “utterly or completely happy”.  I...
Jan 11th
What a weekend.
RAGE was quite eventful with the amount of flamboyant lights and not to mention people. Sleeping in was good too.  HMART. DEEDEE and Ryan. Sonic burger. Bowling.  Thank you for a great weekend. :) I ready for week 2! Bring it Bring it!
Jan 11th
Helms
TGIF, hanging with Alan. Thankful for the visits from my spoppers John, CC, alan. <3 im blessed.
Jan 8th
Jan 6th
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New beginnings.
The first day of second quarter has begun. It is always refreshing when theres new beginnings.  A chance to get better grades, a chance to say you’ll get better grades, a chance to redeem your bad grades from the quarter before. lol.  Whatever it is, new beginnings are quite rejuvenating and i think really helpful for us in resetting our minds and refocusing what is valuable in our lives....
Jan 6th
It happens.
“Maybe there are no right moments, right guys, or right answers.  Maybe you just have to say what’s in your heart.” -Sex and the city. (season 4 “Just say yes”) Yea, I’ve been watching episode after episode of season 4 sex and the city. Words cannot explain how much I love this show.  AND theres the second movie coming out! I’m so excited.  Anyways,...
Jan 2nd
2010
What will 2010 bring? Who really ever knows.  It’s another year and another 365 days full of exhilarating ups and downs that will forever make us experience life and mostly grow.  We all are ever-growing human beings (physically, emotionally, mentally) and that’s what makes life so worth living. That we will inevitably change.  And maybe thats where we find meaning in things that...
Jan 1st