February 2012
1 post
believe believe believe.
http://www.headhunt.com.sg/blog/index.php/faith-and-hope-in-the-context-of-job-searching
October 2011
1 post
I need to be shaken.
I feel the need to blog all of a sudden.
Just submitted my application to Teach in China. I find out next month. Currently I’m lying in bed watching “I love you, man”. I’m a robot.
Seriously have been feeling real disconnected from the world these past 2 months. And now that I have no real obligations or ties to anything UCI/school related, the transition is even more...
September 2011
2 posts
Something must die for something else to begin.
“Burn the bridges, and let the light lead the way.”
Definitely abandoned this tumblr thing over the course of time. It was extremely nice being able to see my brothers creations today at his art gallery. Its crazy how much creativity people have these days, to the point where I didn’t even really understand anything that I saw, heard, or felt at that exhibit. But, i feel like...
July 2011
3 posts
My brother's art. →
on another note, my brother is effing talented. Some of his art is so intense but it makes me feel like i should be in alice and wonderland or something. He definitely got the creative genes.
<3 I love him.
so here it is.
The truth is.
I’m unemployed. And going from 4 years of extreme chaos and having everything in the world to possibly do…down to…little to nothing to do. Its fucking horrible. I seriously have been graduated for 3 weeks and 2 days and I have no idea what the fuck im doing with my life. The pressure is on. And looking for jobs is probably the hardest thing in the world, let...
June 2011
7 posts
wishes.
So i was in langson library, about to annihilate myself from studying today, and I saw something I REALLY want and aspire to research to get hopefully after this graduation meesss.
::drum roll::
AN ATLAS WORLD GLOBE THING. a nice one like the one in langson 3rd floor. Its all wooden, and you can touch the continents and see EVERY SINGLE COUNTRY, STATE, PROVINCE, LOCATION ON EARTH THAT EXISTS....
Finals.
I hate the way you make me stress, To the point where I don’t wash my hair. I hate the way you give me parking tickets on my car, And how it’s so crowded that I have to study on the stairs. I hate your big dumb blue books, and the way you exhaust mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; But I’ll keep studying until I die. I hate the way I’m never right, I hate it when you ask, “Why?” I hate it...
last ever finals at UC Irvine.
and it feels bitter sweet.
burn.
It’s gonna burn for me to say this But it’s comin from my heart It’s been a long time comin But we done been fell apart Really wanna work this out But I don’t think you’re gonna change I do but you don’t Think it’s best we go our separate ways Tell me why I should stay in this relationship When I’m hurting baby, I ain’t happy baby ...
May 2011
16 posts
made my day.
via gmail messenger
Kevin Kao to me show details 11:51 AM (1 hour ago)
These messages were sent while you were offline.
11:51 AM Kevin: yeah. of course I’m going lol LOVEEEE YOUUU lol
QUARTER life crisis.
Wikipedia really does a great job describing my current condition:
Characteristics of quarter-life crisis may include:[citation needed]
confronting one’s own mortality
insecurity concerning ability to love oneself, let alone another person
insecurity regarding present accomplishments
re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships
lack of friendships or romantic...
so when does the chase end.
never.
seems like its supposed to go on forever. Seriously, i dont know anything anymore. What happened to the old days when people just wrote letters to each other to profess their love and that was all they needed.
What.
Happened.
-from the perspective of a pathetic hopeless romantic.
my life is ending.
…as we speak.
A huge chapter of my life really is ending…its that chapter labeled so largely, hyped up beyond belief by our pre-adolescent teenage years of “o I just can’t wait till I go to…”…….COLLEGE.
ya, that one…that one big chapter is ending. No more college in less than 6 weeks.
And strangely, I find myself in limbo. The confusion...
His Holiness the XIV Dalai Lama
m1sohappy:
can’t wait to hear him speak tomorrow:)
http://www.dalailama.com/biography/a-brief-biography
stay. leave.
somethings are meant to stay and somethings are meant to leave.
But, what determines whether or not they are meant to do either one of those two options. Normally, someone would say, “well it depends on how much that thing means to you. how much you care.” But, just recently I’ve been pondering and honestly sometimes thats not true.
Which brings me to. Then, what’s...
April 2011
6 posts
Hello.
“Hello”: the greeting to a friend, relationship, an open door into someone’s thoughts or words. This is how anything begins.
hi.
as we have on our mind
finding ourselves
we find ourselves instead being affected by everything but ourselves
attacks on the heart, appearance, race, gender, class.
goals from the past, present, future
hurt in forms that are least expected
there is no escape
face the battle as it comes
for in the end, maybe we will reveal
the reality and truth of the self.
self image is least judged by The self
If I Were Thinner, I’d Have the Right to Expect More”: on perfectionism and the scarcity model
Published by Hugo Schwyzeron March 31, 2011in Eating disorders, Favorite Posts 2011, Sexuality and The Martha Complex: perfectionism in adolescent girls. 48 Comments
This topic came up in my Men and Masculinity course yesterday, and an earlier version of this post appeared at Healthy is the New Skinny...
delusional.
dont make ur girlfriend wonder if you think she’s beautiful or not.
tell her.
March 2011
10 posts
sb.
shortest and lastest spring break of my entire life. great.
Matthew 6:27 Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?
a message from nam doan.
“So fail. Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be afraid. Be vulnerable. Go out on a limb or two or twelve. You will fall, and it will hurt. But the farther you fall, the higher you will rise. The higher you rise, the clearer your future becomes. Failure is a gift, welcome it. There are people who spend their whole lives wondering how they became the people they became, how certain chances pass them...
serious heart break.
Please re-evaluate everything you are going through in your life right now and reflect on the other tragedies occurring elsewhere: An 8.8 earthquake struck Japan triggering a Tsunami.
They are in my prayers, along with the neighboring countries. It’s a time of awareness. Wake up.
“Be less eager to love, and you will be loved more eagerly.”
– contradiction? I think so, but strangely enough I think it’s partially true.
February 2011
4 posts
unconditional.
–adjective
not limited by conditions; absolute: an unconditional promise. According to dictionary.com. There are no limits, there’s really no threshold you reach where every fiber of you can’t possibly give anymore, because it simply is just, “not limited”.
I truly believe this, where someone gives love, and someone receives love, unconditionally. Because...
